It has been a LONG time since I've posted on this blog. I don't know why...I'm not that busy. I guess I just don't have the time on the weekends like I do at school, but nothing happens during the time I'm at school that's of any interest to anybody. Anyways my life the last 2 weeks...
Me and Rachel decided that things are never going to be serious seeing as she is leaving in 4 months. At first I was really, really bummed. For obvious reasons. Word of advice...do NOT let yourself get close with someone who is staying somewhere temporarily unless you are prepared to face the fact that it will not last. The part that bothers me the most is that we aren't even going to get to try to see if it would work. What would be the point if it was going to HAVE to end at some point? And not by means that we can control. Maybe we would have been awesome together, maybe it would have been a disaster....I'll never know now. And that is truly a powerless feeling.
Anyways enough of the personal feelings bullshit. I had a revelation this weekend. I LOVE alcohol. We had a party at Rays since her dad was gone for the weekend, and it was honestly the funnest I have had in SO long. I hadn't drank in quite a while and therefore I forgot how much I love it. With this in mind, I plan to become an alcoholic in the near future. Good idea? Who cares, I'll be drunk.
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